I start my day in worship singing this song.
I've seen you move, come move the mountains and I believe, I'll see you do it again. You made a way ,where there was no way and I believe, I'll see you do it again. (Elevation Worship)
and then I say a little something like this letter below.. today it's loud in my heart and I'll share because some of you may be in the same place.
If you are going through a painful time, I encourage you to get real with the battle happening and to get on your knees, God isn't waiting for us to get it right or to pray right before He heals the situation my friend. I often thought I was failing and that's why she's not healed. I don't know what His timing is but I do know the Spirit lifts me and gets me through the dark times and the prayer and worship sustains me.
To Satan, the dark angel, the evil one, the one we don't mention.. whatever your name is,
Let us get clear. She is NOT yours to have. My daughter is not her addiction, she is not up for grabs, her life is not indeed over. She is going to be louder and stronger and help more people than you can ever imagine. Your battle is lost and worthless so move on. Lose the grip on my child. She is not worth your time because you will never win. The bracelet she still wears today claims that she is a believer. She has been baptized and has declared out loud that Jesus is her savior and by the blood shed of Jesus Christ her battle is won and she will be victorious. I see your actions. I see the self hate, double-mindedness and confusion you've inundated her with. My God is stronger and He is acting on her behalf just as He is in me. She is not yours to destroy. Move on. She will survive your planned destruction. I will claim the victory over and over and the more you try to destroy her, the stronger her story and victory will become. I know you want her because she is valuable but she is a child of God. Period. Crawl away, I demand it now. She's not for you. Victory will be had.
I don't live in fear of you. My God and His plan are bigger than any agenda you have.
In HIS name,
Mamma Bear, Child of God
My heart is growing weary but I will count on your promises and I will believe no matter your timing. I know you love me, you love her. I know you are here. Give us the endurance during this battle and help the victory be near.
Friends, join me in this pleading for my girl. Join me in learning to Lean on Him no matter your pain, no matter your circumstance. Get your battle gear on and get to your knees.
Your promise still stands, great is thy faithfulness. I'm still in your hands. This is my confidence, you've never failed me yet. (Elevation Worship)